4.22.2009
Left out again, no big deal. It's funny how they love you and want you when you're not around. Funny how you're overlooked when you are around. Classic false promise. No, we should not hang out. Don't say it just to feel better about yourself for reaching out to inept loner girl
12.29.2008
1. Name a quotation from the song you're listening to.
"I've just noticed something lately. I've been here since 1980."
2. When were you born?
When it was snowy and freezing out.
3. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
F'sho
4. What are you seriously wearing?
My brother's pajama pants, a green tank top with skulls on it, and a fluffy blue and white stripes robe.
5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked?
4 weeks ago, 5 weeks ago, and Saturday.
6. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
I don't have top friends.
7. Describe the last time you were injured?
I bruised my ego when I slipped on ice while getting in my car on Saturday.
8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
More often than not.
9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
If they got meds and a shrink, maybe.
10. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing?
Playing video games. Eating too much. MSN-ing and Facebooking.
11. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
Jenn.
12. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
The Dark Knight. Sad, I know.
14. Favorite toy as a child?
Wake-up Buttercup
15. Do you own a pair of Converse?
I'm on pair #4. Rotting Sailor Jerry ones.
17. Do you eat cookie dough?
I've made it for the purpose of eating raw.
18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
Like, during the first week of school.
19. When's the last time you had gummy bears?
Forever.
20. What color are your bedsheets?
White.
21. Do people consider you smart?
Only when they get to know me.
22. What temperature is it outside right now?
Freezing.
23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
Yes.
24. Could you live without a computer?
Definitely.
25. Do you have an iPod?
Just a shuffle.
26. What movie do you know every line to?
The Big Lebowski, Grease, Crybaby.
27. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
December 12
28. Last person you hugged?
Mom.
29. Had a long distance relationship?
Does a month at camp count?
30. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Colin
31. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
Kindergarten
32. Do you know someone who likes you?
Yeah, but being in a relationship kinda ruins the excitement and anticipation.
33. How do you handle a rainy day?
Debating whether I want to run around in it or not, depending on the temperature.
34. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
I can be very in tune or very space cadet-y. Mainly the latter.
35. Are you cold?
Only when I need to be.
36. Do you have a lot to learn?
Yes.
37. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true?
I still haven't had sex with an old friend or had the Toy Story characters corner me with knives.
39. Are you a patient person?
Depends.
40. Are you an impatient person?
Depends.
41.Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers?
Walt was an anti-semite who invented Mickey Mouse. Need I say more?
42. When do you feel your life energy is the strongest?
I don't recall.
43.Are you with someone right now?
I'm alone with the TV.
44. Next time you'll take a shower?
Tomorrow....or the next day...I'll probably be lazy.
45. Is anyone on your bad side now?
You could say that.
46. What jewellery are you wearing?
10 gauge CBRs
47. Who's your favorite singers/band?
Jane's Addiction/The White Stripes/The Strokes/Yeah Yeah Yeahs/Meligrove Band, etc
48. Next kiss?
Tomorrow
49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
No, I'm not a chick. Oh, wait...
50. How do people spell your name?
Every way but the correct way.
51. Would you wear your boyfriend's/girlfriend's clothes?
No, but I'd wear my ex's. Band shirts and cords > cammo and tent tees
52. How's your life going as of right now?
I need something more.
53. Do you think you're ugly?
If I'm having a shitty day.
54. How's your heart?
Heavy.
55. Last line of a song you heard?
"I can tell that we are gonna be friends."
56. What are you doing tomorrow?
Homework, maybe boyfriend stuff, maybe not. Maybe family stuff. Maybe not.
57. Can you honestly say you're happy with who you are?
No.
58. Is it cute when a boy calls you babe?
It reminds me of Kevin and Brittany from Daria.
60. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
If they have a nicer last name than mine, yes.
61. Would you rather be drunk or high?
High in the summer. Drunk otherwise.
62. When is the last time you left your house?
Two and a half hours ago.
63. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
Trees.
64. Who is someone you have drifted from?
Zack.
65. Who's the last person that you felt stalked by?
Nobody. Who would bother stalking me?
66. Do you like anyone?
Yes
67. Do they know?
Yes
69. Do you have a dishwasher?
I did, but it broke-ed.
70. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Yep. A mini-van to the head will do that to you.
71. Would you survive in prison?
Probably not.
72. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
Yes, but after an inevitable fight with the 'ol ball n' chain, I would be pissy throughout the whole thing.
73. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
Probably.
74. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
Sure, people on BME do it for free.
75.Who is number 1 on your top friends?
...
76. What can you not wait to do?
I cannot wait to hold a glass of wine with my tattooed arm at a dingy indie club show on the tattooed arm of a guy who played the last set.
77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
No.
78. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Nine off the top of my head that I can think of.
79. What's the last thing you ate & why?
Hot dog because I was lazy.
80. Are you a friendly person?
For the most part.
81. Service of your cell phone?
Virgin
82. Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with an "A"?
Yes
83. What's the worst thing someone can do to you?
Hurt my family.
84. Where is your cell phone?
In my coat pocket.
85. How are you sitting?
With one leg swung over the couch
86. What do you call your parents?
Ma/Mumalah/Mum/Mom and Dad/Daddio
87. What irritates you most on the internet?
ALL CAPS!!!111ONE
88.What are your plans for the future?
To have fun and live free.
"I've just noticed something lately. I've been here since 1980."
2. When were you born?
When it was snowy and freezing out.
3. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
F'sho
4. What are you seriously wearing?
My brother's pajama pants, a green tank top with skulls on it, and a fluffy blue and white stripes robe.
5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked?
4 weeks ago, 5 weeks ago, and Saturday.
6. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
I don't have top friends.
7. Describe the last time you were injured?
I bruised my ego when I slipped on ice while getting in my car on Saturday.
8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
More often than not.
9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
If they got meds and a shrink, maybe.
10. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing?
Playing video games. Eating too much. MSN-ing and Facebooking.
11. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
Jenn.
12. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
The Dark Knight. Sad, I know.
14. Favorite toy as a child?
Wake-up Buttercup
15. Do you own a pair of Converse?
I'm on pair #4. Rotting Sailor Jerry ones.
17. Do you eat cookie dough?
I've made it for the purpose of eating raw.
18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
Like, during the first week of school.
19. When's the last time you had gummy bears?
Forever.
20. What color are your bedsheets?
White.
21. Do people consider you smart?
Only when they get to know me.
22. What temperature is it outside right now?
Freezing.
23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
Yes.
24. Could you live without a computer?
Definitely.
25. Do you have an iPod?
Just a shuffle.
26. What movie do you know every line to?
The Big Lebowski, Grease, Crybaby.
27. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
December 12
28. Last person you hugged?
Mom.
29. Had a long distance relationship?
Does a month at camp count?
30. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Colin
31. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
Kindergarten
32. Do you know someone who likes you?
Yeah, but being in a relationship kinda ruins the excitement and anticipation.
33. How do you handle a rainy day?
Debating whether I want to run around in it or not, depending on the temperature.
34. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
I can be very in tune or very space cadet-y. Mainly the latter.
35. Are you cold?
Only when I need to be.
36. Do you have a lot to learn?
Yes.
37. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true?
I still haven't had sex with an old friend or had the Toy Story characters corner me with knives.
39. Are you a patient person?
Depends.
40. Are you an impatient person?
Depends.
41.Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers?
Walt was an anti-semite who invented Mickey Mouse. Need I say more?
42. When do you feel your life energy is the strongest?
I don't recall.
43.Are you with someone right now?
I'm alone with the TV.
44. Next time you'll take a shower?
Tomorrow....or the next day...I'll probably be lazy.
45. Is anyone on your bad side now?
You could say that.
46. What jewellery are you wearing?
10 gauge CBRs
47. Who's your favorite singers/band?
Jane's Addiction/The White Stripes/The Strokes/Yeah Yeah Yeahs/Meligrove Band, etc
48. Next kiss?
Tomorrow
49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
No, I'm not a chick. Oh, wait...
50. How do people spell your name?
Every way but the correct way.
51. Would you wear your boyfriend's/girlfriend's clothes?
No, but I'd wear my ex's. Band shirts and cords > cammo and tent tees
52. How's your life going as of right now?
I need something more.
53. Do you think you're ugly?
If I'm having a shitty day.
54. How's your heart?
Heavy.
55. Last line of a song you heard?
"I can tell that we are gonna be friends."
56. What are you doing tomorrow?
Homework, maybe boyfriend stuff, maybe not. Maybe family stuff. Maybe not.
57. Can you honestly say you're happy with who you are?
No.
58. Is it cute when a boy calls you babe?
It reminds me of Kevin and Brittany from Daria.
60. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
If they have a nicer last name than mine, yes.
61. Would you rather be drunk or high?
High in the summer. Drunk otherwise.
62. When is the last time you left your house?
Two and a half hours ago.
63. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
Trees.
64. Who is someone you have drifted from?
Zack.
65. Who's the last person that you felt stalked by?
Nobody. Who would bother stalking me?
66. Do you like anyone?
Yes
67. Do they know?
Yes
69. Do you have a dishwasher?
I did, but it broke-ed.
70. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Yep. A mini-van to the head will do that to you.
71. Would you survive in prison?
Probably not.
72. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
Yes, but after an inevitable fight with the 'ol ball n' chain, I would be pissy throughout the whole thing.
73. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
Probably.
74. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
Sure, people on BME do it for free.
75.Who is number 1 on your top friends?
...
76. What can you not wait to do?
I cannot wait to hold a glass of wine with my tattooed arm at a dingy indie club show on the tattooed arm of a guy who played the last set.
77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
No.
78. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Nine off the top of my head that I can think of.
79. What's the last thing you ate & why?
Hot dog because I was lazy.
80. Are you a friendly person?
For the most part.
81. Service of your cell phone?
Virgin
82. Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with an "A"?
Yes
83. What's the worst thing someone can do to you?
Hurt my family.
84. Where is your cell phone?
In my coat pocket.
85. How are you sitting?
With one leg swung over the couch
86. What do you call your parents?
Ma/Mumalah/Mum/Mom and Dad/Daddio
87. What irritates you most on the internet?
ALL CAPS!!!111ONE
88.What are your plans for the future?
To have fun and live free.
I read. I read. I read. And read some more. I soaked it in and reminisced. Almost laughed and almost cried. I realize. I know how it feels to belong.
11.16.2008
Love.
I want to live romantically
Our cozy loft with exposed brick and the 7/11 across the street
that gets robbed every week
Curled up on the shredded couch together with the clawed shelter kitties
Laughing at Keanu Reeves' acting ability
Trying to make dinner together, and only successfully making a mess
Fighting over my Macbook being cooler than your PC right before it crashes
Trips to Japan not to see the temples, but the vending machines
Marriage being a city hall affair
Noise complaints every night from the neighbours
Going to bed every night in the arms of the one I love and
finally not feeling scared whenever I hear noises out the window
Waking up with stale morning breath and exchanging toxic kisses
This is the romantic life I love.
Our cozy loft with exposed brick and the 7/11 across the street
that gets robbed every week
Curled up on the shredded couch together with the clawed shelter kitties
Laughing at Keanu Reeves' acting ability
Trying to make dinner together, and only successfully making a mess
Fighting over my Macbook being cooler than your PC right before it crashes
Trips to Japan not to see the temples, but the vending machines
Marriage being a city hall affair
Noise complaints every night from the neighbours
Going to bed every night in the arms of the one I love and
finally not feeling scared whenever I hear noises out the window
Waking up with stale morning breath and exchanging toxic kisses
This is the romantic life I love.
8.30.2008
8.01.2008
Life is beautiful.

On Friday August 1st, 2008 at 3:48pm, my brother and sister-in-law welcomed the latest addition to our little family. At 7 pounds, 7 ounces and 7 hours and 9 minutes of age, he has officially stolen my title as the skinniest and the youngest one of our little clan (not that I mind).
He has his mother's nose, his father's knack for taking forever to come where he's expected, and lips like Stephen Tyler. I'm absolutely in love already. <3
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